Okay, I’m not sure if I’ve really found my guts to reveal this or if it’s just my boredom talking but hey, might as well take advantage of what I’m feeling right now. I’m literally experiencing cold feet as I type this introduction but I wouldn’t let that stop me from posting my pre-published version about my xanga crushes.
A few minutes after I posted my blog about my Xanga crush. Lo and behold, one of my crushes left a comment. Of course, I can’t tell him that. I’m still too shy, remember ?(my previous post) I almost squealed in my room and probably blushed secretly but I had to play it cool. Okay, so there I was looking at my crush’s comment and I thought hard about what I’m going to reply. I’ve encoded my reply, and deleted it. A couple of deep breaths, I typed my reply and deleted it again. Too obvious. Finally, I was able to formulate a reply that for me, doesn’t look too obvious. *eyes cringed* I clicked the ‘Submit’ button.
Oh, there’s a new comment. This one’s from Shawn. I was like ‘OMG. Am I that obvious?Is my crush’s name written all over that blog?’ If you’ve read the blog and the comments, you probably know by now who my first Xanga crush is.
Yes, Shawn’s right(Nice guess,man). It’s Roadlesstaken. It’s you, Mister. And no, your crush potential is not grossly exaggerated, it is real.
And my other Xanga crush is…Probably, I’ll write about him next time. He isn’t even my friend yet here in Xanga.
OMG. Who is this mysterious person who left me a comment? Am I really that obvious? Are my crushes name written all over that blog? How did ‘zee’ know that? Did he see my browsing history? (Ugh, I should have never visited my crush’s page right after making that blog.Lol) I seriously wanted to hide and disappear from Xanga World after reading that anonymous comment.
But…I can’t do that. I love Xanga so much to turn my back from it. After all, it wasn’t Xanga’s fault. I placed myself in this situation and even though, it’s freaking killing me, I have to finish what I started.
*deep breaths and a glass of water* Yes, I’m guilty as charged for both of them. It’s Roadlesstaken and JusticeCho. I think Roadlesstaken will be cool about it since he has managed all those admirers. However, I don’t know about JusticeCho. I don’t know him yet, we aren’t even friends here in Xanga but I hope he’ll be cool about it too.
Anyway, I like Roadlesstaken because he’s really a cool guy and very intelligent. I like the way he writes his blog and how he stays humble despite all those praises for him.
Like what I said on my previous post, my second Xanga crush was all superficial at first. I’m really attracted to guys with six-pack and a pretty face. After reading JusticeCho’s blog, I find his confidence very appealing. I want to know him more, I hope he makes more blogs.
And since, this all out in the open…can you be my “Chiney” Roadlesstaken? ROFL.
P.S:Roadlesstaken, can you imagine how it hard that was?To think of a ‘cool’ reply to your comment without being too obvious.I’m not sure if I succeeded on that.
JusticeCho, I wanted to tagged you but we aren’t friends yet here in Xanga but I hope after my embarrassing confession we can be friends. (Okay, I don’t think that makes sense.*nervous*)