I’ve read mz_d0rkabl3’s “Are you okay?” post and this made me ask myself. Am I okay? After a blink or two, I knew the answer.
I’m not okay because lately I have this fear. A fear that probably doesn’t exist to people my age—the fear of being alone in the future. I’m in my early 20s… but I really dread not finding someone to be with in the future. I’m trying to figure out what’s wrong with me. (yes, girls do over analyze and I’m not an exception.) I guess being surrounded by girls my age who are in a relationship somehow has an effect on me, some call it —pressure.
Good thing, I am surrounded by a few good friends who remind me to stick to what makes me happy and never be pressured by these things. One friend even pointed out that, being in a relationship now doesn’t guarantee you not to be alone in the future. And with that, I rest my case.